This is typically how I feel, and I get the jitters before anything competitive, which leaves me uncomfortable for hours on end. The day before Bishop 100K (63 miles), I drove from Reno to Bishop, thinking about how I could minimize the struggles everyone faces in these races. The body aches, stomach issues, cramping up, and did I forget something stupid like my shoes? I had planned to keep my pace slow to practice more for the Tahoe race in a month and to survive on just gels longer than I ever have before.

The day before, there was a race meeting to go over the course and answer any questions from the runners. I will say one of the funnier questions asked was, “Where can the pacers enter the race at?” This caught me by surprise because, generally, a race this short wouldn’t allow this. But this race is set up more as a comfortable way for runners to dip their toes into endurance racing. It is one of the reasons I signed up for it because they allow drop bags about every 7-8 miles, with plenty of aid stations to help us along. It is very well organized for such a small race, and this also helps take some of the anxiety out of worrying about things going badly.

I never sleep well the night before a race, and once again this held true. I went to bed around 9 pm, my mind busy working through the what-ifs. I planned to wake up at 330 am for the 5 am start time, and of course, at 230 am I woke up ready to go. Not ideal, but I went with it and started my usual stretching and bodyweight movements. I did a quick half-mile run along 395 to activate the legs a little. I did not feel like eating anything, but I did drink my usual water and electrolytes, which is typical for me before my runs. In my experience, I usually do what I feel like doing before a race, not what others tell me to do, but what my body is telling me.

During the dark drive to the race starting line, the calm starts to set in. This is hard for me to explain, but it is what happens as the start of a race gets closer. The feelings of anxiety start to lessen, and my mind starts to shift to problem-solving. I know now that anything I didn’t prepare for doesn’t matter at this point, and what matters most is to start listening to my body, as it will go through discomfort, no matter what.

As I get up closer to the front of the pack, a minute before the start, the calmness sets in, and I actually feel deeply relaxed. 3, 2, 1, and here we go.

• Step Count for the week: 238,887
• Miles: 123 miles
• Time: 23hrs 39min
• Elevation: 19,367ft

Sunday, May 3, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 11.25 mi
Moving Time 1:47:09
Pace 9:31 /mi
Elevation 1,844 ft
Avg Heart Rate 134 bpm

Monday, May 4, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 21.27 mi
Moving Time 3:52:45
Pace 10:57 /mi
Elevation 4,150 ft
Avg Heart Rate 136 bpm

Tuesday, May 5, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 21.00 mi
Moving Time 3:21:17
Pace 9:35 /mi
Elevation 2,372 ft
Avg Heart Rate 133 bpm

Wednesday, May 6, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 22.25 mi
Moving Time 3:44:59
Pace 10:07 /mi
Elevation 4,134 ft
Avg Heart Rate 142 bpm

Thursday, May 7, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 22.73 mi
Moving Time 3:31:10
Pace 9:17 /mi
Elevation 3,232 ft
Avg Heart Rate 145 bpm

Friday, May 8, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 24.75 mi
Moving Time 4:27:24
Pace 10:48 /mi
Elevation 3,635 ft
Avg Heart Rate 134 bpm

Saturday, May 9, 2026
Off

I only shared about my tough week of training because the following week was a boring taper leading up to my first race of the year in Bishop. On Saturday, May 16, I participated in the Bishop High Sierra 100K and finished second overall. I ran conservatively to mainly test my new fueling strategy, but I also maintained a good pace since it was still a race. The course is exposed with few trees, mostly gentle grades, and climbs that were mostly runnable. I met a few volunteers for the Tahoe 200 during the race and spent some time chatting with them. One of my weak spots in races is spending too long talking to volunteers at aid stations. I struggled through some parts of the course, but overall, I experienced more positives than negatives. After this 100K, just less than four weeks before the Tahoe 200, I feel more confident about my fueling, though I need to improve my electrolyte intake. The race is small but well-organized, making it a good first race for anyone trying different distances. Aid stations are spaced every 3-7 miles, with drop bags available at four stations if needed. Everyone is very friendly, and athletes of all levels participate. Surprisingly, I was on the larger side for the 100K at 6’2” and 180 lbs. Who would have thought? I’ll share later about some common challenges I face before, during, and after endurance events, which are part of what I enjoy about them.

You never know where or who will teach you life’s lessons.

• Step Count for the week: 204,692
• Miles: 61 miles
• Time: 9hrs 47min
• Elevation: 9,510ft

Sunday, April 19, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 9.00 mi
Moving Time 1:30:32
Pace 10:03 /mi
Elevation 1,880 ft
Avg Heart Rate 134 bpm

Monday, April 20, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 17.76 mi
Moving Time 2:35:43
Pace 8:46 /mi
Elevation 1,995 ft
Avg Heart Rate 144 bpm

Tuesday, April 21, 2026
Off

Wednesday, April 22, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 11.01 mi
Moving Time 1:53:20
Pace 10:18 /mi
Elevation 2,172 ft
Avg Heart Rate 133 bpm

Thursday, April 23, 2026
Off

Friday, April 24, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 11.29 mi
Moving Time 1:49:02
Pace 9:39 /mi
Elevation 1,739 ft
Avg Heart Rate 134 bpm

Saturday, April 25, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 11.40 mi
Moving Time 1:42:03
Pace 8:57 /mi
Elevation 1,722 ft
Avg Heart Rate 144 bpm

Not much to report this week due to life’s events, but I wanted to share one of my favorite animals I miss spending time with. He is simply called Pud’n in the donkey community. Among all the donkeys I've known, he’s one of the few who almost seem human in many ways. He enjoys just being with you and will even lean in for a kiss when you approach. There’s not an ounce of meanness in him, and he would never abandon you. A gentle giant, he can throw a tantrum if he doesn’t get his way, like a child. Now retired, he mostly relaxes at home, but sometimes he works with young donkeys to teach them better ways, and in doing so, he’s helped me become a better person.

You never know where or who will teach you life’s lessons.

Lifted super heavy at the gym on Sunday and felt very sore until almost Thursday. Battling low energy later in the week, but still got some quick runs in. Kept my runs closer to race pace for the week, with strong paces at the end of each run. My new fueling strategy seems to be helping keep my legs from getting as sore or fatigued on longer runs. Going to keep about the same for next week’s distances, with the following week being what runners call a shock week.

• Step Count for the week: 207,912
• Miles: 62 miles
• Time: 10hrs 08min
• Elevation: 7,297ft

Sunday, April 19, 2026
• Dumbbell Bulgarian Split Squat
• Dumbbell Goblet Squat
• Dumbbell Lunge
• Hack Squat
• Leg Extension
• Machine Abduction
• Machine Adduction
• Machine Leg Press
• Plate-Loaded Hip Thrust Belt Supported
• Seated Leg Curl

Monday, April 20, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 16.97 mi
Moving Time 2:46:06
Pace 9:47 /mi
Elevation 1,801 ft
Avg Heart Rate 136 bpm

Tuesday, April 21, 2026
Off

Wednesday, April 22, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 16.96 mi
Moving Time 2:36:44
Pace 9:14 /mi
Elevation 1,821 ft
Avg Heart Rate 132 bpm

Thursday, April 23, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 9.83 mi
Moving Time 1:39:37
Pace 10:08 /mi
Elevation 1,647 ft
Avg Heart Rate 126 bpm

Friday, April 24, 2026
Off

Saturday, April 25, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 18.28 mi
Moving Time 2:52:45
Pace 9:28 /mi
Elevation 2,028 ft
Avg Heart Rate 139 bpm

I have a friend, my age, who struggled with alcohol but has been improving over the past three years. It’s inspiring to see the positive changes he’s making on his sobriety journey. Recently, I asked what he’s doing this weekend. It’s great to know he’s spending time with his granddaughter, visiting a local farm to feed animals like baby goats and pigs. Watching him talk about these moments and the happiness they bring is uplifting. He becomes a bit emotional when discussing time with her and seeing the other young ones enjoy life as they should. Had he still been drinking, he might have missed all this.

It’s never too late to change for the better. You could be missing out on enjoying the moment.

Day late and a dollar short. Busy weekend with life things, so posting this on Monday after a longish run. The problem with the right foot is improving, and overall I took it easy this week, but I am going to start ramping up again, fingers crossed. Did my last super-heavy-weight leg day at the gym yesterday, with my first race in less than a month away. Hoping to start turning up the volume again if the feet can hold up.

• Step Count for the week: 202,540
• Miles: 46 miles
• Time: 7hrs 59min
• Elevation: 7,526ft

Sunday, April 12, 2026
Off

Monday, April 13, 2026
• Assisted Dip
• Assisted Wide Grip Pull Up
• Barbell Row
• Cable Rope Tricep Extension
• EZ Bar Curl
• Incline Hammer Curl
• Leg Extension
• Machine Abduction
• Machine Adduction
• Machine Seated Crunch
• Seated Leg Curl
• V Bar Pulldown

Tuesday, April 14, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 5.12 mi
Moving Time 52:52
Pace 10:19 /mi
Elevation 807 ft
Avg Heart Rate 126 bpm

Wednesday, April 15, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 13.36 mi
Moving Time 2:21:35
Pace 10:36 /mi
Elevation 2,260 ft
Avg Heart Rate 130 bpm

Thursday, April 16, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 12.17 mi
Moving Time 1:58:15
Pace 9:43 /mi
Elevation 1,686 ft
Avg Heart Rate 130 bpm

Friday, April 17, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 8.20 mi
Moving Time 1:25:07
Pace 10:22 /mi
Elevation 1,365 ft
Avg Heart Rate 125 bpm

Saturday, April 18, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 6.92 mi
Moving Time 1:10:16
Pace 10:09 /mi
Elevation 1,407 ft
Avg Heart Rate 129 bpm

This week, something at work has been on my mind since it happened. I've been bothered by people’s actions, which I see as driven by greed. I was asked a simple question about someone, and my honest answer was used against them in a way that caused harm, seemingly for financial gain. Even though the person who asked still got what they wanted, they continue to pursue discrediting someone who had no stake and deserved nothing. As a result, the friendship has suffered over money issues. This is difficult for me to understand because I am not greedy—I believe in living within my means. If I help someone financially and get burned, I see it as a lesson learned. If I know someone who wins the lottery, I wouldn’t ask them for money or hold it against them.

Watch out for greed; it can damage your reputation and core values over time.

Right foot mayhem this week, with Achilles tendinitis that flared up. This is an overuse injury common among runners, and the healing process requires a pretty full shutdown from running. 😔

• Step Count for the week: 189,650
• Miles: 42 miles
• Time: 7hrs 32min
• Elevation: 7,759ft

Sunday, April 5, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 5.50 mi
Moving Time 1:08:50
Pace 12:31 /mi
Elevation 1,161 ft
Avg Heart Rate 117bpm

Trail Run
Distance 10.85 mi
Moving Time 1:52:21
Pace 10:21 /mi
Elevation 2,454 ft
Avg Heart Rate 145bpm

Monday, April 6, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 13.36 mi
Moving Time 2:12:36
Pace 9:55 /mi
Elevation 2,175 ft
Avg Heart Rate 132bpm

Tuesday, April 7, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 12.28 mi
Moving Time 2:06:04
Pace 10:16 /mi
Elevation 1,969 ft
Avg Heart Rate 126bpm

Wednesday, April 8, 2026
Off

Thursday, April 9, 2026
Off

Friday, April 10, 2026
• Assisted Dip
• Assisted Wide Grip Pull Up
• Barbell Row
• Cable Rope Tricep Extension
• EZ Bar Curl
• Incline Hammer Curl
• Leg Extension
• Machine Abduction
• Machine Adduction
• Machine Seated Crunch
• Seated Leg Curl
• V Bar Pulldown

Saturday, April 11, 2026
• Dumbbell Lateral Raise
• Machine Chest Fly
• Machine Reverse Fly
• Plate-Loaded Hip Thrust Belt Supported
• Plate-Loaded Low Row

This week is one of those when you start to doubt yourself, with the right foot banged up. With my first race about 5 weeks away and having to shut down completely from running, it really messes with your mind. With almost 500 miles on my feet in the last month, there is no doubt what the cause was. Pushing my body these last few months finally took its toll, and it is an absolutely devastating feeling that I might have to pull out of my 100k race in a month. I am trying a few tricks to recover quickly, but who knows, with my job that requires quite a bit of walking 5 days a week, whether I will be able to get this fixed in time.

This is the side of doing hard things that most people do not talk about. They tend to share only the fun parts, not the downsides of pushing your body to its limits. But the problem-solving you have to work through to be ready for the hard things is the most work. This is one of those times when you just hope for the best, know that it is not the end, and instead use it as a building block for the future.

Don’t be discouraged because of a setback.

Fueled By Pain at Amazon

• Step Count for the week: 198,070
• Miles: 50 miles
• Time: 8hrs 17min
• Elevation: 8,392ft

Sunday, March 29, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 18.93 mi
Moving Time 3:09:49
Pace 10:01 /mi
Elevation 3,245 ft
Avg Heart Rate 140bpm

Monday, March 30, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 6.62 mi
Moving Time 53:43
Pace 8:07 /mi
Elevation 984 ft
Avg Heart Rate 151bpm

Tuesday, March 31, 2026
Gym

Wednesday, April 1, 2026
Gym

Thursday, April 2, 2026
Off

Friday, April 3, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 10.87 mi
Moving Time 1:46:12
Pace 9:46 /mi
Elevation 1,900 ft
Avg Heart Rate 133bpm

Saturday, April 4, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 13.18 mi
Moving Time 2:15:58
Pace 10:19 /mi
Elevation 2,264 ft
Avg Heart Rate 130bpm

This is another book review, and the last one for now, as I switch to more fiction books to diversify my reading.

I met Patrick last year while volunteering at the Tahoe race, and I immediately liked him—something most people do when they first meet him. He has a compelling story: growing up with dysfunctional parents, being teased and beaten as a kid, then becoming a bully himself, developing a drinking and drug habit in his teens, and joining gangs in Denmark. He also lost his sister in his twenties and had run-ins with the justice system due to his substance abuse and fights. Despite numerous attempts to turn his life around and some successes, he kept falling back into that tough-guy persona.

Today, you’d never guess his background because his decision to change has truly lasted this time. He’s always smiling and joking when he’s in his element, inspiring others to improve. He works hard, like many who genuinely turn toward recovery and away from fear. In his early thirties, with much life ahead, he acts as a motivator and teacher to those struggling like him, seeking the right path.

Recently, he completed over 150 miles of the Arizona Monster Endurance Race but had to stop halfway because of a bulging disc in his spine. I was hoping to race with him in Tahoe this June for an unforgettable experience, and I also wanted him to sign my book. However, he’s staying home to recover. Maybe next year, my Danish friend.

I strongly recommend his book to anyone wanting to become a better, happier person.

Fueled By Pain at Amazon

The picture above is from my Sunday 21-mile run, which mimics the typical aid-station segment I'll be doing in June for my Tahoe endurance race. It really puts things into perspective for the faint of heart: I will have to do this 10 times during the race, and even I question if this old man can do it all in a timely manner. Next week, the weather is changing, so I will be doing more weightlifting and less running. This will also give me a little deload time for my body.

• Step Count for the week: 250,589
• Miles: 81 miles
• Time: 14hrs 10min
• Elevation: 14,488ft

Sunday, March 22, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 20.78 mi
Moving Time 3:45:10
Pace 10:50 /mi
Elevation 4,528 ft
Avg Heart Rate 136bpm

Monday, March 23, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 10.58 mi
Moving Time 1:49:30
Pace 10:21 /mi
Elevation 1,716 ft
Avg Heart Rate 127bpm

Tuesday, March 24, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 15.73 mi
Moving Time 2:41:02
Pace 10:14 /mi
Elevation 2,369 ft
Avg Heart Rate 127bpm

Wednesday, March 25, 2026
Off

Thursday, March 26, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 11.02 mi
Moving Time 1:47:03
Pace 9:42 /mi
Elevation 2,133 ft
Avg Heart Rate 137bpm

Friday, March 27, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 8.42 mi
Moving Time 1:19:31
Pace 9:26 /mi
Elevation 1,486 ft
Avg Heart Rate 136bpm

Saturday, March 28, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 14.12 mi
Moving Time 2:19:14
Pace 9:51 /mi
Elevation 2,257 ft
Avg Heart Rate 138bpm

I usually don't give much advice to people on how or what to do when running. But on Saturday, I had one of my good crashes and burns during a run that I haven’t experienced in a while. I have different levels of crashes, and this one checked off three of those boxes: clearing a good section of the trail of debris, shooting the water bottles out of the vest, and getting up, slowing down, and assessing the damage. I was able to save my hands, but I scraped my arm and shoulder, gave my knee something to think about, and my hip and glute took a good smack—I’m saving you all a hair-butt picture.

So, here’s the advice when something like this happens during a run or hike: it could be a twist of the ankle or just stepping wrong and taking a fall that leaves you a little banged up. Unless something is broken or severely injured, it’s usually best to keep moving. I fell around mile 10 of my run, but continued for four more miles at a surprisingly good pace. You might ask why you’d do that. Believe it or not, most of the pain from the initial crash will be gone within about 20 minutes, and after you finish the activity, it will feel much better than if you completely stop moving. If the pain persists longer than 30 minutes, you probably broke or bruised something that needs support to prevent further damage.

By the time this goes out on Sunday, I’ll be doing a longer run to make sure everything is okay after yesterday's crash. Trust me, I’ll most likely be 100% on this run. It's funny how the body can recover and push through.

I had a funny moment on Thursday while running when I tripped and fell. I was just starting my run, and about a quarter mile in, I ran over a small boulder field and saw a snake. I changed my step midair and hit a rock, causing me to fall onto my right side with a pretty good shoulder hit. I then tried to scramble back to my feet because when you're running and see a snake that quickly, you can’t tell if it's a rattler or a bull snake. Luckily for me, it was a bull snake because my legs were just inches from it. I only wish I had a photographer with me because it must have been hilarious to see me in full panic mode.

• Step Count for the week: 232,681
• Miles: 72 miles
• Time: 12hrs 18min
• Elevation: 12,241ft

Sunday, March 15, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 21.33 mi
Moving Time 3:35:39
Pace 10:07 /mi
Elevation 3,159 ft
Avg Heart Rate 137bpm

Monday, March 16, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 10.72 mi
Moving Time 1:37:15
Pace 9:04 /mi
Elevation 1,680 ft
Avg Heart Rate 139bpm

Tuesday, March 17, 2026
Off

Wednesday, March 18, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 11.72 mi
Moving Time 1:51:45
Pace 9:32 /mi
Elevation 1,956 ft
Avg Heart Rate 142bpm

Thursday, March 19, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 13.80 mi
Moving Time 2:27:08
Pace 10:40 /mi
Elevation 2,411 ft
Avg Heart Rate 134bpm

Friday, March 20, 2026
Off

Saturday, March 21, 2026
Trail Run
Distance 14.52 mi
Moving Time 2:29:59
Pace 10:19 /mi
Elevation 3,025 ft
Avg Heart Rate 140bpm

I met Josh Coleman while volunteering at the Tahoe 200 last year, when he was running the race. He is tall and lanky, kind of like me, and very unassuming in general, but you could tell he was built differently. He mentioned he had a book he wrote coming out in a few months, and it sounded like an interesting read.

If you've ever struggled with losing your life partner or someone you hold closer than most, I can say his book will help you understand that loss a little better. He writes about losing his wife (Erin) in a tragic car accident and how he dealt with his sudden loss. He details his mood swings, anger towards people who thought they were helping him grieve, the crushing feelings of memories from things he used to do with Erin, and feeling overall broken when she's gone. Later in the book, Josh shares what has helped him, how he still has bad days, and how Erin’s love continues to surround him.

I highly recommend his book because of the emotions he conveys, how he handles them daily, how he found endurance running as an outlet for grief, the common ground he shares with many of his running friends, and how they work through their emotions together.

Get the book Moving Forward

I have been feeling somewhat fatigued this week; however, I dedicated myself to some extended efforts. My legs generally felt strong and not overly exhausted, although my energy levels were somewhat in the toilet. Vacation is over :(

• Step Count for the week: 242,423
• Miles: 77 miles
• Time: 13hrs 36min
• Elevation: 12,274ft

Sunday, March 8, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 21.11 mi
Moving Time 3:49:22
Pace 10:52 /mi
Elevation 2,251 ft
Avg Heart Rate 136bpm

Monday, March 9, 2026
Chest, Back, Biceps, Shoulders, Quads, Hamstrings

Exercises:
• Back Squat
• Barbell Row
• Cable Face Pull
• Dumbbell Bulgarian Split Squat
• Dumbbell Romanian Deadlift
• EZ Bar Curl
• Seated Cable Fly

Tuesday, March 10, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 11.25 mi
Moving Time 1:53:32
Pace 10:05 /mi
Elevation 1,969 ft
Avg Heart Rate 137bpm

Wednesday, March 11, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 13.24 mi
Moving Time 2:27:22
Pace 11:08 /mi
Elevation 2,346 ft
Avg Heart Rate 127bpm

Thursday, March 12, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 10.60 mi
Moving Time 1:51:09
Pace 10:29 /mi
Elevation 1,749 ft
Avg Heart Rate 128bpm

Friday, March 13, 2026
• Trail Run/Hill Repeat
Distance 6.43 mi
Moving Time 58:52
Pace 9:09 /mi
Elevation 1,050 ft
Avg Heart Rate 139bpm

Saturday, March 14, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 14.39 mi
Moving Time 2:28:05
Pace 10:17 /mi
Elevation 2,910 ft
Avg Heart Rate 140bpm

I’m sitting here right after my run on Saturday, feeling mentally tired, but I know I need to start pushing myself more in the coming months, so I’ll figure it out. On this run, I revisited my old trails that I don’t get to visit often because of time constraints. It gave me some energy, as I truly love these trails on the eastern slope of the Sierras that offer tough, humbling climbs for miles and plenty of technical downhills to enjoy and let loose a little.

Sometimes, I struggle during weeks like these when I push my body to uncomfortable limits between work and running. But I know I am building toward something that will change me forever in a few months. It scares me a little about what’s coming, but I hope to be prepared for the challenge and to grow from it.

While I was running today, I thought about how I might be inspiring those around me without even realizing it. This idea kind of creeps me out a bit because some people consider what I do extreme, but I truly enjoy pushing my body to the limit. There’s a feeling I get when my body is sore and tired at the end of the day that I can’t quite explain, but it feels good to me.

Sometimes I surprise myself with what I can push through, mentally and physically.

Not naming names, but someone might have or might not have gotten me sick on vacation. It’s just a little upper lung congestion and a mysterious, random cough, but it didn’t affect my run along the cliffs of Kauai. It just made me go slower and stop frequently to take it all in. I did some hiking for a couple of days and kayaked one day; it was mainly a relaxing float on a calm river. Back to work next week for my enjoyment.

• Step Count for the week: 140,239
• Miles: 37 miles
• Time: 6hrs 28min
• Elevation: 3,350ft

Sunday, March 1, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 7.30 mi
Moving Time 1:10:46
Pace 9:41 /mi
Elevation 554 ft
Avg Heart Rate 131bpm

Monday, March 2, 2026
•Trail Run
Distance 8.00 mi
Moving Time 1:18:39
Pace 9:50 /mi
Elevation 502 ft
Avg Heart Rate 127bpm

Tuesday, March 3, 2026
• Off

Wednesday, March 4, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 6.76 mi
Moving Time 1:07:32
Pace 9:59 /mi
Elevation 551 ft
Avg Heart Rate 127bpm

Thursday, March 5, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 7.56 mi
Moving Time 1:12:19
Pace 9:34 /mi
Elevation 554 ft
Avg Heart Rate 131bpm

Friday, March 6, 2026
• Travel

Saturday, March 7, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 7.22 mi
Moving Time 1:09:30
Pace 9:37 /mi
Elevation 1,188 ft
Avg Heart Rate 143bpm

Random gallery of photos from my enjoyable week in Kauai and my first visit to the island. It is the smallest of the inhabited Hawaiian islands and one of the oldest. It’s famous for filming Jurassic Park (Waimea Canyon) and is also one of the wettest places on Earth. I didn’t get to explore the Na Pali Coast much because of time, mostly, but I did experience a good mix of everything else on the “Garden Island.”

A whole bunch of traveling this week, with getting back from Merced, CA, and going to Kauai for a little vacation. The old problem leg is feeling good to go after a long time away from the gym. I went on Tuesday and paid the price for doing my typical leg day. The day after was a reminder of a good leg day at the gym with that good old pain of building new muscle. I will be in Hawaii next week and hope to report back on some cool trail running and hiking in my next post. Pictures coming soon.

• Step Count for the week: 166,699
• Miles: 42 miles
• Time: 6hrs 53min
• Elevation: 4,846ft

Sunday, February 22, 2026
• Travel

Monday, February 23, 2026
• Road Run
Distance 15.53 mi
Moving Time 2:19:18
Pace 8:58 /mi
Elevation 1,882 ft
Avg Heart Rate 139bpm

Tuesday, February 24, 2026
• Abs, Glutes, Quads, Hamstrings, Calves, Abductors, Adductors
Exercises:
• Back Squat
• Calf Press on Leg Press
• Dumbbell Bulgarian Split Squat
• Leg Extension
• Leg Press
• Machine Abduction
• Machine Adduction
• Machine Seated Crunch
• Plate-Loaded Hip Thrust Belt Supported
• Seated Leg Curl

Wednesday, February 25, 2026
• Road Run
Distance 13.25 mi
Moving Time 2:07:31
Pace 9.37 /mi
Elevation 1,582 ft
Avg Heart Rate 129bpm

Thursday, February 26, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 8.07 mi
Moving Time 1:12:46
Pace 9:01 /mi
Elevation 82 ft
Avg Heart Rate 118bpm

Friday, February 27, 2026
• Travel

Saturday, February 28, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 5.56 mi
Moving Time 1:03:24
Pace11:24 /mi
Elevation 482 ft
Avg Heart Rate 123bpm

I’m in Kauai right now, on the southern side of the island in Poipu at Shipwreck Beach, looking out over the Pacific Ocean. Sitting here late on a Saturday night, watching people enjoy themselves felt like my own little moment of joy. Let me tell you what I saw because it was pretty amazing. In the distance, cliff jumpers were leaping into a rough ocean. My older self worried about their safety, but my younger self wanted to run up and check it out. Nearby, a small group of surfers were riding 4-5 foot waves that kept pushing them back onto the beach. They seemed less risky than the jumpers, for sure. Michelle was standing ankle-deep in the water, staring out at what she called the “edge of the world.” A professional photographer was taking glamour shots of a young couple, and another was capturing a family with a toddler, using the endless ocean and the famous cliff as their backdrop. I also noticed two people wandering around the beach near one of the photographers, completely unaware they were photo bombing the scene. There were still many beachgoers doing their thing, but it wasn’t overcrowded. Up on another cliff, the condominiums held more people like me, enjoying everything happening in that small slice of the world.
It’s great to just sit quietly, take in the world around you, and enjoy the moment.

Another week of easy running as I work on healing my leg. The weather was tough, with the most snow we’ve had this season, but I enjoy the challenge of running in snow. It also makes me slow down on the rocky terrain. I’ll be out of town from Friday to Sunday, so I’ll need to find creative ways to fit in a few miles.

• Step Count for the week: 172,240

• Miles: 43 miles

• Time: 7hrs 18min

• Elevation: 5,243ft

Sunday, February 15, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 17.93 mi

  Moving Time 2:59:39

  Pace 10:01 /mi

  Elevation 2,315 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 140bpm

Monday, February 16, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 11.25 mi

  Moving Time 1:44:01

  Pace 9:14 /mi

  Elevation 1,441 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 145bpm

Tuesday, February 17, 2026

• Off
  

Wednesday, February 18, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 5.82 mi

  Moving Time 1:07:59

  Pace 11:40 /mi

  Elevation 1,040 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 130bpm

Thursday, February 19, 2026

• Off

Friday, February 20, 2026

• Off

Saturday, February 21, 2026

• Road Run
  Distance 8.07 mi
  Moving Time 1:12:46
  Pace 9:01 /mi
  Elevation 82 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 118bpm

Running on snowy, rocky terrain isn't for everyone, but it's one of my favorite activities. It feels especially peaceful on familiar trails, and it forces me to slow down and focus, knowing there are rocks hidden beneath the snow. Many wonder why anyone would enjoy or endure this, but surprisingly, it's not as difficult as it appears. My familiar trails seem new again, providing a brief sense of novelty and increasing the challenge. This activity helps build resilience, reminding me that when things go wrong, I've faced similar situations before and shouldn't worry because it's just not going my way.

Build up that callus to withstand tougher times.

Sorry for the brief post this week; I just wasn’t really feeling up to it.

Not much to report this week regarding my progress, except that my left leg is improving and feels about 70% normal. I can confirm that using the Tiger Balm patches for 16 hours each day has helped significantly in restoring my leg's strength. Fingers crossed. I might avoid the gym for a while and instead use light girly dumbbells at home for some gentle leg workouts, rather than lifting heavy weights. I took the first part of the week off and did some faster, shorter runs at the end of the week because I felt like moving more quickly for some reason.

• Step Count for the week: 168,457

• Miles: 31 miles

• Time: 4hrs 42min

• Elevation: 4,193ft

Sunday, February 8, 2026

• Off

Monday, February 9, 2026

• Off

Tuesday, February 10, 2026

• Off
  

Wednesday, February 11, 2026

• Off

Thursday, February 12, 2026

• Road Run
  Distance 7.50 mi
  Moving Time 59:33
  Pace 7:56 /mi
  Elevation 761 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 145bpm

Friday, February 13, 2026

• Road Run
  Distance 9.75 mi
  Moving Time 1:28:24
  Pace 9:04 /mi
  Elevation 1,143 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 131bpm

Saturday, February 14, 2026

• Trail Run
  Distance 13.32 mi
  Moving Time 2:12:00
  Pace 9:54 /mi
  Elevation 2,392 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 145bpm

With Valentine's Day yesterday, I wanted to share something that shows my love, even though I tend to be on the stoic side and rarely show my emotions to others, including those I truly care about. We all have someone in the world who is our true love, but we have to seek them out. Some of us lose that love, and others have it taken away. Yet, I am one of those who was given a second chance in life to find love again. Even though Michelle and I may seem like opposites on the surface—me being stoic and reserved, and her showing more emotion than I ever could—our differences work because they balance each other. She often says she loves me or compliments me on what I do or how I look, while I struggle to express how I feel about her or to give her the praise she deserves. I’m not completely terrible at it, because I do hold Michelle in my heart in ways she knows my love for her, and I listen to her input. Still, I find it hard to always act on that input for her. Our differences are actually key to how we get along and grow, especially given that we didn’t even know each other existed in this world at first. Being together these past few years has changed us for the better. I bring my discipline and calmness in difficult situations, while Michelle offers her opinions on areas where I could improve. It’s funny sometimes to see her reaction when she hears stories from my past—about my days as a binge drinker and how I was sometimes mean to others before she knew me. She looks at me differently now because I’ve worked on becoming a better person, compared to my younger self who hadn’t figured things out yet—like all of us. I’m not saying I’m perfect now, but it’s definitely easier to be around me these days. Michelle and I are still a work in progress, but we each day grow closer rather than grow apart, as so many relationships do when they follow a path that doesn’t nurture love.

Always strive for a second chance, even if you feel you don’t deserve it.

My left leg swelled up this week from an overuse injury I noticed last week. I was planning to run closer to 100 miles this week since I had time off from work, but my left lower leg had other plans. I ran 19 miles both days last weekend and experienced about a 3 on the pain scale, but it didn’t get worse. On Monday, I did a speed workout in the hills that was my fastest on one of my usual loops, and I still felt pretty good, with some soreness. I went to the gym and ran around the Marina on Tuesday, but I noticed my leg pain had increased to about a 5 on the scale. When I woke up very early Wednesday, that pain became intense—approaching an 8-9—and I noticed a noticeable bulge on my left shin. It was a crushing realization that I would need time off to heal, even though I wanted to keep pushing towards my weekly goal. I took the following three days off and went for a run on Saturday. During my slow run on Saturday, the pain came in waves as I ran just under 14 miles with my heavy pack, which carried extra water, food, a beacon, and my sticks in case things went wrong. I’m still deciding whether to take a week off from running to heal, since I walk 60-70 miles a week for work, which is more than most.

• Step Count for the week: 124,838

• Miles: 56 miles

• Time: 10hrs 06min

• Elevation: 8,301ft

Sunday, February 1, 2026

• Trail Run
  Distance 19.03 mi
  Moving Time 3:53:36
  Pace 12:16 /mi
  Elevation 3,668 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 133bpm

Monday, February 2, 2026

• Trail Run - Speed

  Distance 11.16 mi

  Moving Time 1:40:18

  Pace 8:59 /mi

  Elevation 1,942 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 147bpm

Tuesday, February 3, 2026

Abs, Glutes, Quads, Hamstrings, Abductors, Adductors

• Exercises:

  • Dumbbell Bulgarian Split Squat
  • Machine Abduction
  • Machine Adduction
  • Machine Leg Press
  • Machine Seated Crunch
  • Plate-Loaded Hip Thrust Belt Supported
  • Seated Leg Curl
  • Smith Machine Squat

• Road Run
  Distance 12.06 mi
  Moving Time 1:41:52
  Pace 8:27 /mi
  Elevation 233 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 135bpm
  

Wednesday, February 4, 2026

• Off

Thursday, February 5, 2026

• Off

Friday, February 6, 2026

• Off

Saturday, February 7, 2026

• Trail Run
  Distance 13.85 mi
  Moving Time 2:40:58
  Pace 11:37 /mi
  Elevation 2,457 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 138bpm

I received a speeding ticket on Sunday that I fully deserved. I was on the Vista Blvd onramp heading westbound on I-80 and saw that the interstate traffic was tightly packed, with cars following each other about 10-15 feet apart. A car was merging in front of me at around 50-55 mph. As I tried to merge, no one was giving way, so I sped past the slow-moving car in front of me, acting like a NASCAR driver. That’s when I noticed a Highway Patrol car while going fairly fast. He pulled me over and asked the usual, “You know why I pulled you over.” I responded honestly, “I know what I did, and I was driving like a fucking idiot to merge onto the freeway when no one was letting me in.” My move was probably reckless enough to warrant a ride in his backseat. However, since I owned up to my actions instead of blaming others, he let me go with only a 1-10 mph over the speed limit ticket, which was a relief.

It’s positive to recognize my frustration with others, which is something I constantly struggle with. Even though I understand, I frustrate those around me in the same way. Being humbled by my poor actions.

However, there's a second part to this story. While I was frustrated about the speeding ticket, I shrugged it off as just a minor citation. As I exited the off-ramp for McCarran Blvd and received my ticket from the NHP officer, I noticed a woman dressed in revealing clothes frantically waving her arms, trying to stop cars, shouting, and picking up trash along the highway. She seemed to have some mental health issues, but she was dangerously close to the fast-moving traffic, risking her safety. Once the officer finished issuing my ticket, he needed to attend to that situation next.

I looked back at this, thinking, what if that moment hadn’t happened with me getting a speeding ticket—does that lady get run over and killed?

Things happen for a reason, sometimes even if they don’t go your way.

Suffered a minor setback with an overuse injury this week. I strained my tibialis anterior, which is on the outside of the front of the leg. It feels very similar to a shin splint and definitely makes pushing off my foot, especially on the uphills, difficult. I think it flared up on Monday at the gym, feeling like a 3-4 on the pain scale, and worsened after Tuesday’s run. I woke up Wednesday morning at a 7-8 pain level and decided to take the next two days off from running. I pushed a 19-mile run on Saturday, with my left leg feeling pretty good during the run, but it did make me noticeably slower; it didn’t get worse. Next week, I hope to approach 100 miles of running, fingers crossed.

• Step Count for the week: 221,998

• Miles: 65 miles

• Time: 11hrs 21min

• Elevation: 8,806ft

Sunday, January 25, 2026

• Trail Run
  Distance 20.45 mi
  Moving Time 3:30:33
  Pace 10:18 /mi
  Elevation 2,792 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 130bpm

Monday, January 26, 2026
Abs, Glutes, Quads, Hamstrings, Calves, Abductors, Adductors

• Exercises:

  • Back Squat

  • Calf Press on Leg Press

  • Dumbbell Bulgarian Split Squat

  • Leg Press

  • Machine Abduction

  • Machine Adduction

  • Machine Seated Crunch

  • Plate-Loaded Hip Thrust Belt Supported

  • Plate-Loaded Seated Calf Raise

  • Seated Leg Curl

• Road Run

  Distance 9.92 mi

  Moving Time 1:21:46

  Pace 8:15 /mi

  Elevation 194 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 132bpm

Tuesday, January 27, 2026

• Trail Run
  Distance 9.32 mi
  Moving Time 1:39:24
  Pace 10:40 /mi
  Elevation 1,604 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 131bpm
  

Wednesday, January 28, 2026

• Off

Thursday, January 29, 2026

• Off

Friday, January 30, 2026

• Trail Run
  Distance 6.35 mi
  Moving Time 1:05:48
  Pace 10:22 /mi
  Elevation 932 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 128bpm

Saturday, January 31, 2026

• Trail Run
  Distance 18.97 mi
  Moving Time 3:30:46
  Pace 11:06 /mi
  Elevation 3,284 ft
  Avg Heart Rate 138bpm

After visiting the gym, I enjoy running a few laps around Sparks Marina. I always stop by Johnny’s remembrance plaque at the military memorial there. I had the pleasure of working with Johnny and sharing a tractor with him for two years. He was such a kind person who would go out of his way for others, and you could tell if he liked you because he’d give you a special nickname. My nickname was Kramer from the Seinfeld TV show, though I never quite understood why it was given to me—it was probably because of my Energizer-bunny vibe! Johnny is also one of the reasons I’m lucky enough to be with my wonderful girlfriend, Michelle, who some might say we’re a bit of an odd couple. She played a big part in getting Johnny’s plaque placed at the Marina so everyone could remember what a great person he was. Hays even made it onto her refrigerator, which she only reserves for the most important people in her life. Recently, I’ve also been lucky enough to receive a special spot on her refrigerator wall where she keeps her most meaningful things.

Always remember the important people who touch you through life.

I purchased an affordable tool to help stretch my hip flexors for recovery, and it seems to be reducing the pain I occasionally experience. Interestingly, I also notice I feel stronger during my runs, though I can’t quite explain why since I haven’t observed any performance improvements. On Sunday, I completed a longer, slower run with minimal discomfort afterward, possibly because I increased my carbohydrate intake during the run. On Thursday, I did a hill repeat session that really challenged me, pushing as hard as I’ve ever sprinted. I got in about 53 miles this week and will be doing my first hard week the first week of February.
Step Count for the week: 200,635

Sunday, January 11, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 17.64 mi
Moving Time 3:18:34
Pace 11:15 /mi
Elevation 3,241 ft
Avg Heart Rate 133bpm
Monday, January 12, 2026
• Off
Tuesday, January 13, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 9.58 mi
Moving Time 1:39:42
Pace 10:24 /mi
Elevation 1,736 ft
Avg Heart Rate 129bpm
Wednesday, January 14, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 10.41 mi
Moving Time 1:48:40
Pace 10:26 /mi
Elevation 1,785 ft
Avg Heart Rate 125bpm
Thursday, January 15, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 7.56 mi
Moving Time 1:10:24
Pace 9:19 /mi
Elevation 1,257 ft
Avg Heart Rate 142bpm
Hill Repeats
Friday, January 16, 2026
• Off
Saturday, January 17, 2026
• Trail Run
Distance 7.76 mi
Moving Time 1:16:05
Pace 9:48 /mi
Elevation 1,250 ft
Avg Heart Rate 131bpm

On Friday, I visited my dad and had a serious talk about his recent behavior, which has been somewhat childish. He believes he can’t handle basic tasks like paying bills or asking me to plug in his cell phone charger, even though it’s right beside him. This confuses me because, despite his declining health, he should still be able to manage some simple tasks, since his mind remains active. He’s starting to expect everyone—even me—to do everything for him, but I don’t think giving up on life is the answer, especially when he can still walk. His condition has gotten better, yet he acts as if he needs constant help, which he doesn’t. Moreover, he’s been speaking harshly to my mother, who has endured much due to his past addictions that have contributed to his current state.
Don’t give up because it’s harder.

Intensified my running by adding a few extra miles. I will gradually increase my miles over the next couple of weeks, heading toward those challenging 100-mile weeks of fun. I will be doing fewer gym workouts due to time constraints and unexpected family responsibilities related to my dad’s health issues.

I will be sharing small life events and thoughts here on Substack for those who choose to follow my journey, because they went out of their way to do so. I will try to post a little something at the end of each weekly calendar for everyone to read.

Step Count for the week: 194,578

Sunday, January 11, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 15.25 mi

  Moving Time 2:19:39

  Pace 10:32 /mi

  Elevation 2,303 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 131bpm

Monday, January 12, 2026

• Road Run

  Distance 6.18 mi

  Moving Time 49:22

  Pace 7:59 /mi

  Elevation 164 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 125bpm

• Abs, Glutes, Quads, Hamstrings, Calves

  Exercises:

  • Calf Press on Leg Press

  • Dumbbell Bulgarian Split Squat

  • Leg Extension

  • Leg Press

  • Machine Glute Kickback

  • Machine Seated Crunch

  • Plate-Loaded Hip Thrust Belt Supported

  • Plate-Loaded Seated Calf Raise

  • Seated Leg Curl

  • Smith Machine Squat

Tuesday, January 13, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 6.63 mi

  Moving Time 1:08:13

  Pace 10:17 /mi

  Elevation 1,027 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 124bpm

Wednesday, January 14, 2026

• Off

Thursday, January 15, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 7.27 mi

  Moving Time 1:09:01

  Pace 9:30 /mi

  Elevation 1,194 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 132bpm

Friday, January 16, 2026

• Road Run

  Distance 10.59 mi

  Moving Time 1:37:23

  Pace 9:12 /mi

  Elevation 1,132 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 120bpm

Saturday, January 17, 2026

• Abs, Chest, Shoulders, Triceps

  Exercises:
  • Arnold Press
  • Cable Crossover Fly
  • Dumbbell Incline Bench Press
  • Dumbbell Lateral Raise
  • Dumbbell Skullcrusher
  • Machine Seated Crunch
  • Single Arm Dumbbell Tricep Extension

• Road Run

  Distance 6.17 mi

  Moving Time 49:11

  Pace 7:58 /mi

  Elevation 112 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 135bpm

On Tuesday, after visiting my dad at Renown Hospital, I was driving along Mill Street and had a moment of reflection. I was behind a school bus full of elementary-aged kids, and they started waving at me from the back. Without really thinking, I waved back to them, and then it turned into a waving game all the way down Mill Street between us until I took the on-ramp for 395 south. As I kept driving back to my parents’ house to care for the animals, I thought about those kids being young and just starting out in life, just as I had just left my dad, who is nearing the end of his. It’s these small moments that impact all of us, but sometimes we don’t pause to enjoy them or learn from them.

Memento Mori.

It’s been a fairly smooth week, mostly dealing with the usual challenges that come as our parents age and health concerns grow. My dad’s unhealthy decisions are finally catching up with him, which has meant I’ve been taking on more responsibilities, and I’ll need to adjust my priorities with that moving forward. Plus, on Friday at work, I misstepped on my left foot, making running a bit uncomfortable. But it’s nothing serious at the moment—just a common bump in the road for me, even if it’s a bit frustrating.

Step Count for the week: 169,298

Sunday, January 4, 2026

• Off

Monday, January 5, 2026

• Road Run

  Distance 10.16 mi

  Moving Time 1:21:25

  Pace 8:01 /mi

  Elevation 1,076 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 147bpm

  intervals

Tuesday, January 6, 2026

• Off

Wednesday, January 7, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 7.35 mi

  Moving Time 58:38

  Pace 7:58 /mi

  Elevation 676 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 144bpm

Thursday, January 8, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 5.13 mi

  Moving Time 57:37

  Pace 11:13 /mi

  Elevation 830 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 126bpm

  Snow Spikes

Friday, January 9, 2026

• Off

Saturday, January 10, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 8.84 mi

  Moving Time 1:40:49

  Pace 11:24 /mi

  Elevation 1,601 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 119bpm

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Just an ordinary week with nothing particularly exciting to share. I’m looking forward to gradually spending more time on my feet with some road running, especially since the rain is expected to fuck up my trails.

Step Count for the week: 128,284

Sunday, December 28, 2025

Abs, Glutes, Quads, Hamstrings, Calves

• Exercises:
  • Calf Press on Leg Press
  • Dumbbell Bulgarian Split Squat
  • Dumbbell Lunge
  • Leg Extension
  • Leg Press
  • Machine Glute Kickback
  • Machine Seated Crunch
  • Plate-Loaded Hip Thrust Belt Supported
  • Plate-Loaded Seated Calf Raise
  • Seated Leg Curl
  • Smith Machine Squat

• Trail Run

  Distance 5.78 mi

  Moving Time 1:01:13

  Pace 10:35 /mi

  Elevation 850 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 138bpm

Monday, December 29, 2025

• Trail Run

  Distance 6.89 mi

  Moving Time 1:06:43

  Pace 9:40 /mi

  Elevation 1,207 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 137bpm

Tuesday, December 30, 2025

• Off

Wednesday, December 31, 2025

• Trail Run

  Distance 7.46 mi

  Moving Time 1:19:42

  Pace 10:41 /mi

  Elevation 1,375 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 127bpm

Thursday, December 1, 2026

• Road Run

  Distance 9.41 mi

  Moving Time 1:19:13

  Pace 8:25 /mi

  Elevation 1,040 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 137bpm

Friday, December 2, 2026

• Trail Run

  Distance 5.63 mi

  Moving Time 55:59

  Pace 9:56 /mi

  Elevation 896 ft

  Avg Heart Rate 133bpm

Saturday, December 3, 2026

• Off

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